Uncertainty

Let us therefore come boldly
to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace in time of need.

- anonymous -
(Hebrews 4:16)

Amy has received several invitations for residency interviews now. Chicago is the one that she seems most excited about. I am very excited that these developments are taking place. However it has been very hard on me for the last few months. I know that we are moving away from this area in May 2008 but I don’t know where. At times I find it very hard to participate in what is going on here, because I know that it will not last for us. I cant commit to anything I seem to have given up on everything and yet I don’t let go. It is so double. The Bible says that people without a vision perish. I guess that that is where I find myself. This uncertainty of where we will go in May is just hard to plan around. What kind of job will I have, will we find a good church, will i find friends like the ones that I have here, where will we live, etc. I have tons of questions and no answers. All I can do is trust in the Lord, after He is faithful and Good.